Alyssa

Alyssa-18-ON, Canada

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I suffer from Self-Harm, Major Depressive Disorder, Asperger's syndrome, Major Anger, and possibly Seasonal Affective Disorder.
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizotypal |||||| 30%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 66%
Narcissistic |||| 14%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Dependent |||||||||| 34%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 50%
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I picked up the razorIt took controlThe razor danced around my skinGliding from side to side with strengthMy blood flowed to the beat of my heartOne, two, one, two, one, twoEach interval let out a vast amount of bloodThe razor was filled with adrenalinThe deeper the betterThe bloodier the betterThe more light-headed the betterIt’s left over 300 marksIt’s still goingIt wont stopIt’s route is head to toeOh, if you saw the beautiful picture it paints as it dancesIt paints the picture of an ending life,and thus is why I let it go on.

I picked up the razor
It took control
The razor danced around my skin
Gliding from side to side with strength
My blood flowed to the beat of my heart
One, two, one, two, one, two
Each interval let out a vast amount of blood
The razor was filled with adrenalin
The deeper the better
The bloodier the better
The more light-headed the better
It’s left over 300 marks
It’s still going
It wont stop
It’s route is head to toe
Oh, if you saw the beautiful picture it paints as it dances
It paints the picture of an ending life,
and thus is why I let it go on.

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